hm.

I wish i can study without feeling bored.

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Watched a video about Jack Neo Affair Scandal Press Conference.
His wife is really forgiving I must say. And his wife loves him so much that she is willing to appear there.

All these affairs are really discouraging facts about marriage. I agree that sometimes, women flirts here and there from time to time, but after they settle down, they really do.

BUT men? Their charms never seem to finish. Or so they think.

It's normal for men to be older than his wife by a lot, but not vice versa. Well. What to do. This means that girls have shorter time and lesser chances to be attached to someone.

Population of females seem to be more than males everywhere I go.

According to Islam, the end of world approaches when female population outweighs male population. hm. interesting.

Getting attached to someone requires a lot of strength and commitment for girls. Imagine life after marriage. It's not always as sweet as sweets. Is he the one who is willing to accompany you till the end of time? Will he still love you the same way ten years later? All these are questions that should be answered before anything else.

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Time flies.
Before I knew it. I am 20 this year. I have been living for 20 years.
I believe that before I realise, I will already be 24, finishing my med school, working as houseman till 26, continue to work with the government while studying really hard for some random exams after my houseman.

Will I have time for other people in my life?
Will I have time for family?

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I think that the best combination for male medical student is to get a wife from another line in healthcare profession. Either pharmacist, dentist or dietitian.
If I were a boy, I would like to have a big sumptuous meal after work. Dietitian can cook very well. Pharmacist and dentist have time to cook, at least, and also to clean the house or look after kids and stuffs.

But that's for guys.
For female doctors, well, you either get a very understanding male doctor who doesnt mind not having regular meals, or don't get anyone at all.

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hm. maybe i m thinking too much.

I SHOULD STUDY FIRST LA!

hahaha