IT'S BEEN A WHILE

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... since i last updated this blog.

Went through a very life changing incident this year, was extremely devastated and emo for a few months. But I am glad that I managed to pick myself up. Realised a few mistakes that I made in the process too. I am still young, emotional, rash and impulsive. I guess time and the challenges I face along the way will slowly shape me into a more mature person. After all, don't we all grow from mistakes? :D

Regarding my new year resolution, I have failed a few of them and achieved a few of them too. For the past semester I emphasised a lot on classical music, and self learnt the first two movement of my favourite piece. I still have one last movement to complete. Sometimes I am really very thankful to have ten fingers and piano skills. Even though I am not talented. :D Oh ya I tried to maintain a healthy lifestyle too by playing squash occasionally :D Had a wonderful post semester life, hanged out with friends, hiked, and lived life :D

I have always known that I eat A LOT when I am stressed. But what I found out about myself is I tend to lose my appetite when I am extremely sad. It's not really a bad thing though. Cuz normally I eat whenever I feel like it, but when I am sad I only eat when I feel hungry. Haha. Saved me some money and enabled me to lose some fat ^_^ yay.

Until today, I am still thankful for life, despite of its imperfections. How the end of a relationship can gain new friendships, and make me appreciate good friends. How my family still stand by my side regardless of how bad things were. How things can still go wrong when we try our best to make it right. How we have to come to terms with painful events and not dwell on it. Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. How we view things, it's a choice :D




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Sometimes it's the imperfections that made me realise how close to perfection my life is. ^_^

2011

:) This will be my new year resolution:

1) Time management
learn to manage time. Instead of playing while studying, allocate time for studying (more) and playing (less) separately. Must be punctual for everything. Learn that it's okay to wait for people. :).

2) Learn to be more disciplined.
Must try and adapt healthy lifestyle, sleep before 12am and wake up before 7am.

3) Studies
Must study effectively, not blindly. Live to learn, not learn to live. :)

4) Money
Must learn to manage money better, control expenditure and not give in to luxurious indulgence (like bubble tea, dresses). And save money to buy the things I really need (books!) :)

5) Health
Must do sports at least once a week!
Eat fruits daily!! Eat more vegetable! and take chicken occasionally!!
Stare less at the computer to save my eye sight!

6) Piano
Must learn new classical songs instead of playing pop music randomly by ear.

7) Home
Try and go home as often as possible, whenever I have time.

8) Room
Maintain the cleanliness and tidiness of my room, regardless of exam (ops.)

9) Friends
Try and love my friends more. not hate them. (ops!)

10) Patience
Be more patient in everything I do.
Act more rationally. :)

11) Facebook LESS!!!

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had a great time in KKB. a small small kampung filled with warm people. nurses ready in action anytime. doctors taking care of 2-3 wards in one day. sisters, staffs, paramedics in A&E.

in a small small town where u cant find McD, KFC or cinema, and their biggest franchise is most probably 7-11.

where most of the cases in A&E are due to mesin injuries in kilang (even young females), and where home keepers overworked themselves ending up in wards.


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realised more important things in life.

things that i shouldnt take for granted.

and things that i forgot to treasure at times.

must know my priorities well.

and never to forget the reason i m here.

thanks to kkb. i found my passion. once again.